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Life On Rent

from Two True Stories by Lana Wild

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A true story about where I was with my mental health and subsequent alcohol abuse pre coming out completely and mid way through my last relationship.

Pay what you want, with all proceeds going to Mermaids, a UK charity that helps trans kids and their families.

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I don't wanna go through this alone, I don't wanna be here on my own
In a pool of my own sweat, thinking about death again
Tried drugs that didn't help, self medicated with alcohol
In a bid to get to sleep, something that seems so far out of reach

And these monsters in my head just wanna push you away
Wish I could prove that it's not me, but just who my brain wants me to be
If you cut my heart wide open, you'll find blood and a pulse
Feels like I'm harming myself by having any hope at all

Now my youth is slipping away, wish I could disappear with it
Because I got no plans to stay

Would anybody miss me if I left? Feels like my life's on rent
As if I'm just an imposter, who got here through a series of thefts
I hope you know what you're getting into, this probably isn't something you wanna do
I'm a mess, and I'm bad news, but please please, take me with you

Losing days to my depression, losing games to my desperation
Imposter syndrome for days
And I know it's not your problem, but I don't wanna be alone today
No, not today

Please stay

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from Two True Stories, released October 11, 2020
Vocals/Guitars - Lana Wild

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Lana Wild Glasgow, UK

Lana Wild is a noisy trans girl from Scotland via the US, armed with stories about the craziest year of her life.

Sometimes solo, sometimes with the boys.

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