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Drunk & Free
03:33
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When you're drunk, it all comes out
Everything that you're in denial about
You touch me of your own accord, then I'll ask you what you did that for
We wanna move forward, but we just keep going back
It's the understanding we lack
You were always in control, weren't you darling?
You were always in control
I hope that when you hear Catfish, you think of me
And about when we were drunk and free
Singing ''I'll be your sidewinder, baby''
We held hands on the walk home, even though I wanted to be alone
I took you back with me, with the expectation of being happy
A drunken kiss in an alleyway, we're about to make such a mistake
Can we rebuild what we break?
Now you're kicking down my door again, screaming in my face again
About how it was all my fault again, and how I broke your heart again
Now I'm kicking down your door again, screaming in your face again
About how it was all your fault again, and how I broke your heart again
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Life On Rent
03:47
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I don't wanna go through this alone, I don't wanna be here on my own
In a pool of my own sweat, thinking about death again
Tried drugs that didn't help, self medicated with alcohol
In a bid to get to sleep, something that seems so far out of reach
And these monsters in my head just wanna push you away
Wish I could prove that it's not me, but just who my brain wants me to be
If you cut my heart wide open, you'll find blood and a pulse
Feels like I'm harming myself by having any hope at all
Now my youth is slipping away, wish I could disappear with it
Because I got no plans to stay
Would anybody miss me if I left? Feels like my life's on rent
As if I'm just an imposter, who got here through a series of thefts
I hope you know what you're getting into, this probably isn't something you wanna do
I'm a mess, and I'm bad news, but please please, take me with you
Losing days to my depression, losing games to my desperation
Imposter syndrome for days
And I know it's not your problem, but I don't wanna be alone today
No, not today
Please stay
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Lana Wild Glasgow, UK
Lana Wild is a noisy trans girl from Scotland via the US, armed with stories about the craziest year of her life.
Sometimes solo, sometimes with the boys.
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